JAS ((: this is a story bout a girl

Friday, August 27, 2004

aHh!!! mah parents juz simply sux manz.they two qurrel got to do wid mi mehs..vent the anger on mi for wad!sux sia stupid wah lao ehx hate to tok to them lors.tok to them they also dunno or else is tt sae none of 'my bizness i care so much for wad'..wah lao ehx its lyk so not mi lors.aiya no use tokin to them larhs waste my time.cant tk it animore le larhs.haix.sick and tired of life...Ahh!!!

<3 12:13 AM;

Sunday, August 22, 2004

WoO here i am bloggin again hehex.yupx todae so happi gt excuse to go church hehex.yupx told mom i wanna go do lit project hehez.todae was so fun hahax.the indian guy was hilarious hahax.yeax.after service went to bugis yupx -[[grace wanted to buy skol shoe]]-yupx then went back to heartland wantin to mit john for the project..hahax.walk to mac then pts-gi- saw mi so went to yoshinoya yupx.hehex.there saw jeanice then yupx tok lors.hehex.then kinda gt crazy larhs when the food came.hehex.[[jeanice:u sure complain alot arx]].hahax.then yupx after tt wanted to get glue de in the end when shopin a little yupx [[jeanice:dun go around bitin ppl can not...MaN-eAter! wait i make ur te.gay to bo.gay arx]] -bleahx- yupx.then after tt do abit of the project then come home le lors.sian naw is the rally thingy..i wanna watch some better programm.*pouts* sian Oh!haben do finish the project and haben revise geog and music..die larhs so mani things to do this few daes.so stressed up sheesh...haix i think i stop here le larhs gotta start workin le.. aHh!sTreSsEd!aHh!

<3 10:33 PM;

Sunday, August 15, 2004

No Hard feElings...hehex yuppers.wOot got over everything liaox.but come another one.joanne's pro.haix.sian y suddenly this month gt so mani problems?its juz not mi.i didn't hab ani probs at the beginnin of the year lors.its juz so not mi lors.wah lao ehx.y one problem then come another.wan also shoot all the problems to mi the same time mahx wah lao.at least i can be lyk sad at onli one time.haix.well god made our life a test to everyone.yuppers.every obstecle is a test from god.yupx.hehex.but thkx i gt the siao-on to cheer mi up frm anithing.luRvVeE u guy lots and lots~*muackx* SiaO-oN!On ArX!-[[lub u guys man]] hehex.yupx found out he gt stead le.congrates wors.hehex.yupperx.wOo~ hehex.u ppl must be lyk "wad!?!y u congrate him?" hahax.yarhs after all we still fwens mahx.must congrate wors.yupx*nohardfeelings* yeah?...hahx.i think i stop her le larhs signin off...-jaz- lurVveE u pPle LOts *hugs+muackz*-winks-

<3 6:42 PM;

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

This has to come to an end...

finally after cryin every night even in my dreams since thursdae, i noe tt this has to stop i cant be neglectin everything..lucky i still hv fwens lyk ber,jeanice and gi etc.to cheer mi up thk guys.tks u all for being wid mi when i am down.and i wan to thk GOD lurves ya lots.

GoD tell mi y am i cryin?*broken inside*

its tym i start to forget bout it.later goin for class outin hopefully thing will turn out fine.since he call mi bitch.i hv gt nth to sae.-[cheated]-he even sae i brain wash my fwens to hate him.i was juz statin the facts.this i realli can tk it ani more.SHIT why am i cryin again.i was suppose to be in a happy mood for the klass outin later.this has juz gt to come to an end.GOD i noe u will be there for mi.y? y am i feelin a pain in my heart.it felt lyk i hv juz been stab.nvr had i been so sad before.i realli wanna slash myself.but i cant cuz there i can hurt GOD.whut shld i do?how can i face this matter?y do i lurve him?y am i cryin to myself?does it work? so mani question in my mind.solutions?i realli dunno.-confused-GOD save mi...

*broken inside*

<3 11:01 AM;

Sunday, August 08, 2004

heys... its meee again!! =)) im hyperrr 2dae..AGAIN. =D ok...i'LL stop de smilies. =s *whacks miseLf* i'LL stop dat crapp. yea...uhh.cheer up kaes?? tho ive said b4..sae again larhs. mi fone on 24/7 ya?? days haf been passing by. tings haf been passing by each time de film kips playing. isnt everytin a mystery?? juz dat mabie now de mystery is solved. everything enades wen de tears stop falling down this tear-stained cheeks. too badd de tears juz wun seem ta stopp. I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating light Now I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along no matter how hard you try to deny. you know you still love him. its painfuL. it hurts alot. is love just another game?? a losing game. a game dat dun plae by the rules. life isnt a bed of roses. we shldnt give up. itrs called FIGHT. you try to fly. bt you fall flat on your face. does dat mean u shld stop tryin?? hu noes mabie one dae you'll be able to fly awae. free urself fm ur troubles. & eventualie be able to stop de tears. FIGHT. its all u can do. daaahhhs. kaes im lyk..pollutin ur blogg again wif all dese nonsensical crapp. yea....so..erms. takkaire yupps?? *beams* **LovELovE**mIsSmIsS** -zero7- -gi died 2dae-

<3 11:57 PM;

HaTe tHis fEeLin...

*sob*sumbody tell mi y.y am i owaes being left out?i hate it can't tk it anymore realli feel lyk slashin.i am realli broken.

y am i cryin?

todae i finally noe all the while he has been cheatin on mi i realli hate it.y.y am i being cheated by him shouldn't have trusted him.he is such an ass.must i forgive him?will we still be friends?i realli cannot tk it i was actually CHEATED by him.y am i cryin??he is not worth for it.-[cheated]-

why mi?!y am i owaes being left out!?!?hate it!

todae was a real bad dae for mi.i hurt my hand.then after tt they actually took neoprint w/o mi its nvm actually but it is lyk we alrdy sae we want to tk neoprint TOGETHER.if i nvr know tt they are tkin i might not be so sad.but its lyk we alrdy DISCUSSED to tk together but y? i felt so left out. am i lyk invisble to them?maybe i dunno.i hate this feelin.DAMN!hate it! so mani things happen todae.lyk juz in one dae.but y do i feel terribly sad todae.hate it man.PMS SUX!!!

hate this dae.hate this feelin.*sobs*

<3 8:10 PM;

Friday, August 06, 2004

WoO i aM hErE aGaIn!!!

hehex.todae had national dae celebration WoO so Fun..went crazi too bad gi hab duty or else she sure be veri crazi and then we will start to do all the WeE-tardEdd things de hahax.-[[poor gi]]-bleahx- yupx went real crazi lors.early mornin did the flag thingy hahax.-[flag bearer mahx]- sheesh was so nervous lors.but so happi go to use the larnyard.yuppers.din realli see must of gi todae haix.miss her lehs.-bleahx- yups.then went for this inter hse games thingy yups.nvr do much larhs wearin full U nvr play then shima wear mah red hse shirt.WoO so national.hehex.yups.then after tt went to the hall and yups went crazi lors. gt alot of ppl larhs then yarhs ber went crazi as per normal again.

FELIX AND IVY WO MEN YONG YUAN ZI CHI NI!!!

yupx durin the talent time thingy felix sang "cha shao bao" so damn funny.felix even sang a hokkien song for the old folks OMG!! .hahax.yupx.then when ivy singin the guys went to ask ivy for autograph hahax.sheesh ivy was lyk shocked hahax.then so sweet wil gib ivy a rose..

aWwW...HoW sWeEt..IVY,WILSON YONG YUAN AI NI!!

hahax.yupz afta tt went ta heartland then every where was lyk packed then at last went to hougang mall..sheesh i feel so weird.ced and shima then suddenly i u see a light bulb which is lyk mi.yupx.hehex.i think tts all le bax.had losta fun todae yea.hehex.

signin off -jazmine#07-

<3 10:12 PM;

Sunday, August 01, 2004

HeRe CoMes JazMinE!!!..hehex.

yupx.hahax.past few daes nvr blog hahax.bz larhs.yupx. -28'o7'o4-wednesdae.yarhs this dae was the lyk so crazy dae.yupx.when to skol as per normal.yupx afta skol went to gb rm and did the BIG notice board inside yupx.spray here spray there.hahax supposingly tt joanne is doin wid mi and geraldine de budden after tt she went to help faith to do another notice board.then left mi and geraldine do the notice board lors.yupx the kinda hab a "mini tearin double-sided tape competion"<-tt was crap.well yarhs we did tt then after doin ,the rm was lyk so messy yup.but rmb bernice was comin to help so we left the mess for bernice to clean up.how clever of us. hehex.yupx then wid the help of shima, bernice managed to clean up the rm yupx.then they saw 'xiao qiang' and they actually went to chase afta it and the kill it.hahax.they were lyk screamin so loud tt even when mi and gi was in the toliet also can hear them.OMG!hahax.yups afta tt took some neoprints the went home lors.

wOoT wad a crazy dae !!!

-29'o7'o4-thursdae.[y]u[p].mornin went to skol as per normal [[again]]...lyk DuH! then afta skol did drills wid mah squad.so sian.they all so damn slack teach till i vomit blood.but cold see tt they wan to realli improve larhs.hehex-[[except for some..tell them so mani tyms they still gib u tt same attitude]]-sian 1/2.haix.yupx afta tt kinda when to disscus bout irene bdae wid faith.yupx.afta tt drop by heartland mall and went to look for the cake premix.yups.

tirin' day...

-3o'o7'o4-fridae.yupx mi joanne gi and ber and faith went to the super market to buy the stuff for irene's bdae yupx.then jeanice and queky went to gb HQ yups.afta buyin all the stuff went back church and bake the cake and the cookies.yupx.so sianx.but afta tt when home i was so damn tired so i juz laid on the bed and guess wad! i fall asleep.hahax

tired again...

-31'o7'o4-saturdae.when to church for gb as usual but todae was a bit special.yups.woke up early juz to go to church to finish up the cake and the BID b'dae card yups.so tired.yupx afta gb went back home to tk the fortnight card for faith then went to dance studio mit gi and ber.yupz.afta tt ber went home and shima came yupx then we lock the dance rm and leave "vivian" and xiao ming outside.hehex.yup afta tt went to the stadium yup.sat at the front yupx.hehex.the show was ok larhs onli we were not crazy bout it until the end where the choir sang the song and they played other sing then we started dancing yups.went realli damn crazy .yup.and all kinds of moves hahax.then dere were this few crazy guys hu were also damn crazy hahx.took photo wif them.WOW it was lyk so much fun.hahax.then afta tt went out of the stadium and then shima went to mit ced and on the way we were lyk sayin bye to mr.police.guy and mr.army.guy.yupx.hahax.some were lyk stun.hahax.yups went to mit ced and lennon on this bridge.haahx.then we were sayin bye bye bye..hahax.afta mitin the two gays.OpPs i mean guys.yupx .went to leisure park and then mit wil,zl,md and jason.so sian yup then we ad gi went to 'tar pao' BK and we walk to the riverside the bridge there eat.yups bridge again.yarhs.then afta tt went back wid gi tt shima also dunno y so weak.haix.yupx.then ced and lennon send her home by cab mi and gi took MRT home and we were lyk carryin four NDP bags back hahax.then at last i one person tk four NDP bags walkin to the bus-stop.yupz at the bus-stop waited for mom and then mom at this side i at the other side.then make mi wait for such a long time.-[[So daMn eXaUsTed]]-...wad a tiring day...signin of -jazmine-

tired-exausted-half dead-*yAwNs*

<3 1:32 AM;